Skin on Skin for the very first Time
This roller Coaster ride is real!!!! One day you think you can never make it through and the next day you cant stop smiling!
Yesterday night 12/5/14 I got to hold Blakelyn for the very first time. It was the most amazing experience ever. I finally got the feeling of... This girl is MINE, she is my child and I am her mommy and Ben and I made this sweet miracle. My heart melted I bawled my eyes out for 2 minutes. Then after I was done crying out of joy I felt so calm. She was doing great keeping her vitals all up and normal.
I know this road isn't going to always be this good but I am going to hang on the feeling I felt when I had her in my arms for the first time. The thing about having a micro preemie baby is all these things that are normal for others are extra special for us. It took us 10 days to have her in good enough condition and daddy here to get to finally do this.
We love being her parents and love the things she has already taught us and continues to teach us each day!!!
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